God bless me huh.

Finally i done my toefl test today.
Unfortunately,i can't do well in every parts :( well,especially listening.
I told you guys before,that listening part is the most hardest part to me.
But,since i thought i can catch what's the lecturer talking about after listening the audios at home a few times, I have confidence in this part.
But,what the fuck i still felt it's tough.
May be i'm not concentrate enough on listening part because  some audios take much times,approximately 2-3 minutes.
So,sigh.Really regret.I thought i can do it better.

Reading.Sigh again.I thought this is the most easiest part but what the hell i need to take at least 2-3 mins to answer a question???
The question are too hard and difficult enough to bring me to the hell.
The reading question need to think,think and think.
I really hate Toefl test time limit for each part.
For instance,the time limit for reading part is 60 min which mean 1 hour for totally 42 questions.
You may think it's enough for us to answer all the question,but i took much times on each question.
I can even done all the question and slept in the classroom when i sat for my secondary school's examination with this time limit.lol
But now i can't.Depressed and despaired.
Really,if the scores lower than i expected,i may register again for RE-TEST.
i will do MORE and ABUNDANT preparation for the next test.:(
I felt regretted now.
Hopefully the GOD OF LUCK is kind to me.May he/she brings the luck to me.lollll

Speaking.Actually i don't know what i am speaking about.lollll
But overall,i can at least answer all the questions within the time limit.
In fact,i think i looks silly and foolish when talk to the computer.lollll 
Till now,i could hardly remember what' s the content of my speaking..
Like what i mentioned above,the time limit was somehow annoyed. :X
U know that,for example,there's 6 parts in speaking and we went along all the speaking sections without break and rest.And we are in rush to answer all the questions. 
Like in some parts,the speaker asks you a question and they give you 15 secs to prepare,and 45 secs to speak.I don't think everyone's able to do useful preparation within 15 secs.
For me, i think speaking should be more freely.They should not set the time limited.I mean they can restrict the points we speak.For instance,they should ask a question and state that"Give your 3 opinions for this statement."I think this way is much better right??lollll

Writing,a lil rush but at least i can handle it easily.
But the detestable matter is when i tried to do correction on my first essay,which is integrated writing,the time limit reached.:XXXXX
what the heck???!!!arghhhhhh!!!!! i really wanna find some places or someone to vent my emotion!!!!
And my argumentative writing left ONE word to complete,but the fucking time limit spoiled the entire essay.
T___T

Okay,i know i can't just grumbled on the time limit.My own problems still exist.:(
Last minutes prepare,Over-confident,Think the test is  much more easier than i thought,what else???lolll
Sigh again.But at least i know my english standard is not as good as i expected.;((((
It's okay.If i get a chance to RE-TEST,I must try all my best and never let all this troubles happened.
Now what i can do is PRAY HARD.
Hope the GOD BLESS ME for getting a quite moderate results lolll
#SINCERELY#

Ignore my chubby face lollll

Lastly,today OOTD.

T-shirt TOKYO FOR US

BLACK-WHITE  painting leggings/long pant

metallic Rome's high-heel with square rivets

Okay that's all for today

May you all have a nice day.

                                                     

BLACKOUT

Very disappointed with the result of GE13
but still hold hope to CHANGE 

At first,as I watch the news on TV,i felt really despair since i saw the parliamentary seats of PR drop behind BN 
I felt like OH MY GOD how can such thing happened?  
Then i started followed the information on facebook 
My mood delighted again because of the good news on facebook 
The mostly information on facebook stated that PR got quite many votes in different areas
Emphasis is their votes keep ahead than BN
Then people started to console us about the media always report the parliamentary seats won by BN fisrt
Thus seriously i kept a big hope that the miracle of UBAH can really exist 
Then i wait,wait and wait but the reporter still don't want to report a real figure and the total results!
My parents think that BN may lose in this election thus they don't dare to report about the real fact
My opinion is BN abuse of power to do something dirty behind !Just for their victory 
Yes maybe you can say my thought is really childish and totally irrational but there's many facts showed on facebook,i don't know whether it's real or not but totally trusted and proved by people.
Really rage and made me post some sharp remarks on facebook
Sorry if that disturbing you but i just can't control myself 
i can't bear it anymore
 I don't want to see Malaysia became fallen 
My friends said i'm crazy with those politic issues 
But you can clearly seen that the governments used a lot of dirty tricks to win
How can you just do nothing to against those bastard and scum ? 
Just what i always say , may JUSTICE against them 

Still then i cheer up myself that still have hope 
I went up to bath and done all my stuffs , but after i went back in front the TV , i realized that PR still lag behind, okay nevermind still got chance
Then i waited patiently but came out the bad news , the parliamentary seats results getting worst 
i knew something went wrong because how can they took so long time to count the vote ?
Rumors started to spread whole the facebook
people started to give up included me
felt very sad and don't know what can i do to help our country.
Hopeless.

Last but not least,we lose.
Totally#unfair#dirty#
Don't want to blame the governments anymore.
And don't want to describe how they "won".
Very tired.Is that democratic died?
I don't know.But i knew majority haven't give up !!!
They believe that we can get back our country soon,with our great efforts.
Is that real?
I don't know.But i know that we,MALAYSIAN,at this moment,has united.

Thank you for those dirty people,you let us see the hope :)
Thank you for PR's leader too who has been dedicated and contributed to us.
We would not give up  :) let us see who's the one still persist in the end.  

And i want to mention that don't blame those who commented on the wall of PRESIDENT OBAMA.
yeap,they used the wrong-way to protect our country,but at least they try their best to defend our country.
They did no wrong.They deserved the respect from us.
Hey YOU , don't write such rubbish things to insult them.
DONT GIVE SHIT TO THEM ! #PISSED OFF#

Lastly,can you guys please spend 15 minutes to watch this?A very touching video.After u watch this,can you all please share to your family or friends?Because THIS JUST WHAT WE WANTED.
#PEACE#BERSIH#NO RACIST#I LOVE MALAYSIA#

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=153220361516161

 

Malaysian,Wake Up !

Before i started,i need to mention that i'm very glad that my previous post gained a quite good feedback from you guys.Thank you so much as i never expect this since i knew my blog has no visitors.lol 
Btw,a thousand thanks to who given me some useful suggestion and recommendation!!
I'm here also want to show my appreciation to those who encouraged me as well ! Really grateful :) 

Back to the topic,as we all know,tomorrow is the most important day to all the Malaysian,who are 21 years above as well.
It's your time to carry out your responsible as a Malaysian.
One vote make big differences and every votes in your hand related to your next generation.
I just want to say that,yes everyone has their own decision to vote whichever parti they support,but please don't bash other parti politic with some rude words.
On facebook,i saw that people came from both parti attacked each other with  bad words.
It's very obvious that some of them are totally racist.They talked about the races and religion.
I wonder why ? Okay maybe different races mostly have their own views and opinions, but i think that we are all citizens of Malaysia lived in a democratic country.Still,there are lots of people do not understand about this.
As Anwar said,Malay,Chinese and India,we are a big family!!
No one can destroy and spoil the peace and harmony in Malaysia.

Just knew that there's many  foreign workers were flooded the airport of Malaysia.
There are a lot of rumors about these  foreign workers who came from Bangladesh,India etc were brought in Malaysia by our prime minister.
I don't know whether it's real or not but there's many photos spread out whole the facebook.
The most weird thing that made me curious is how can a foreign workers got a valid IC but a real Malaysian that born in Malaysia can't have an IC?!
So what's you guys think about this?
BN ruling our country for almost 50 years above, but the problems of corruption  in our country getting worst.
And there are many reports show that Malaysia being in debt with a very large numbers!It's approximately above billions!How terrible and horrible it is.
People invoke and appeal the word " UBAH" have their reasons.
Just because Malaysia has to do a lot of improvement in the future!We cant allow and let our governments continue to abuse of power.
Malaysia is a beautiful country,we should protect it from those dirty corruption!
A lot of affairs that covered by the governments should be have an answer and real fact!
The most hateful and detestable matter is governments used a lot of tricks to win the vote :( 

What a pity! :(
I can't vote just because i only 18 
i really hope that if i could vote to help our country from all the troubles!

So,nevermind...at least i can help through my post...and also through my facebook
Thou' i'm not what popular blogger , or what people always said “红人”on facebook . lol 
but i know that i'm malaysian 
i can't sit there and just said :"ohh sorry i don't know about politic."
Yes,i'm that kind of person long time ago.But since i saw people began stand out bravely for their lovely country , their next generation,their better future,I believe we can CHANGE.

Please , take your responsible as a Malaysian to VOTE.
Think twice and vote wisely.
One vote really important and make big differences!
Please,think carefully and wisely for you next generation and also,me(i'm one of the master of next generation as well lol) okay?

I love Malaysia.Do you?

身为马来西亚的一份子,明天5/5就是大马最重要的大选日了
但我却不能做什么 只因为我未满21岁
非常难过 因为真的很想帮帮我们的国家
不过没关系 至少我能把这些讯息透过网络传播给大家知道
虽然我不是什么著名博格或网络红人,但我只想尽我小小的力让我国能有更好的未来。
请明智地投下你手中神圣的一票。




  

The ways to improve your English

English is our international language , thus it became important to us .
Whenever and wherever we are,people communicate with english 
No doubt that English play an important role in our daily life.

I just realize that my English has improved a lot recently.
I stated that because my mind can even went blank when i'm gonna writing or speaking english before this.
Yea, I can write english in  complete essay in my secondary school's test just because that i memorized it badly lol
My english getting worse after i went to my secondary school
It's actually not the fault of our teacher , to learn something , we must force ourself.
When i'm in primary school , i remembered that i had a good english teacher with full responsibility
She has a lil bit strict but we all love her just because she teached us a lot , and forced us a lot,too by giving us exercises and practices.
"Practices make perfect"
that's why our class can achieve a good result in UPSR in the ENGLISH subject.

English became more harder to us as we are going to secondary school
Add on no one can force us to put our effort in English 
So my english is getting poor

Back to the title,THE WAYS TO IMPROVE YOUR ENGLISH
Yeap, there are many ways to improve your english either in writing or speaking + listening
i think most of you could read in english as well
so i skipped the part of reading , because reading's based on yourself comprehension technique
Just wanna to mention that , my English is not so good 
But the inspiration that i write this post is because i felt why cant I share something to help people that really wanna to improve their english 
U can disprove my opinions but don't give a bad word , just leave here by speechless.

Okay, recently i have a Toefl IBT class for my further studies in oversea.
It's an English program lesson and i'm not gonna explain further
If you are interested in Toefl , you can search it on Google 
But i'm not encourage  that who want to learn english to have a class in Toefl.
For me , to those who want to study oversea especially U.S.A , u can attend the Toefl class or else which related.

The ways that i improve my English is :
 1)Try to write in English as you can 
   -Update your status in English, Comment in English, Blogging in English , Write your photo captions in English...ETC
Don't scare that people would tease you , or may be give a SH*T to you
A person who does not really walk out from his/her own frame can be described as a mouse ,cuz they are TIMID like a mouse 
At least u can learn something  when someone corrects you . Am I right? :X

2)Listen to English FM 
i'm just started recently , don't know how works is it , but i think u guys can just try 
Listen to the conversation between DJ and the guests , may be u can't catch so much on what they are saying , but i think if we just keep it on , we can at least get to know 4-5 words in a sentence with, for instance 15 words... As time goes by, we can totally catch the ball , i means that we can understand the whole sentence.<<< Just for my opinion,I'm being try ..But i believe that if we really concentrate and put more efforts here, our efforts paid.
For American accent , this is the most difficult part for me , just for listening , it makes me dizzy.
The English we are speaking and even listening in Malaysia is totally different from U.S
I listened to an audio of a lecturer who speak in American accent
I could hardly catch the meaning of what the lecturer said 
That's why I felt scared on my listening part in Toefl IBT .
For getting familiar with American accent , i suggest u guys to search the audio that Toefl class has used ,on Youtube.
There are many audio that can help you , but it's better to listen to it everyday .
Like this:

U can search the others on YOUTUBE .
Forgot to mention a main point , remember to TAKE NOTES when you are listening.
It's the most important step to improve your listening skills.

3)Involve yourself in a English environment
Like me , i forced to speak English in Toefl class .. T_T
I speak chinese everyday and when I met people that can't speak Chinese, u know that ..LOL I means the environment would FORCE or just the other word,HELP us to speak English , even we can speak English fluently in such situation , hahaha 
It's like a magic , TRULLY! If you are not intend to trust me from the beginning , it's okay 
But i can swear that actually we know how to speak English , I means speak english WELL 
Everyone who learnt English exactly has a lot of  sentence in English on their mind
But there's no chance to prove that they're know to SPEAK english
That's why i said involve yourself in a English environment, there's a place that all people are speaking English ,  that they cant even speak much words of Chinese lol 
Bring yourself there is better, no need to get your friends there cuz you will stay in your own frame.Then u can't learn anything.

Here's some tips for learning new words in English :
1)Read English novel or any reading materials in English which suitable to you (Means that when u read that book u could at least understand the contents)..May be u could hardly understand some words in the book , but don't need to check a dictionary , u may understand the words one day when you repeated to read the book a few times.
2)Read blog that are in English post 
That's why I love to read Chuckei's blog cuz i can learn a lot of words
http://www.chuckei.com/
P/S: u guys can also take on look on Tosh Zhang (Ah boys to men のsergeant Ong) facebook, U can go through his status,his English is damn good ~
 http://www.facebook.com/toshzhang?fref=ts
3)From the comments in YOUTUBE
The video that in Kpop or English Song attract a lot of youtubers that come from any country leave a comments there , and their comments was totally in English 
May be some are bad words lol but i personally know and learn a lot of words or vocab from there! 

That's all i can blog today , hope it really help u guys ..
Btw , those who disagree with me , just sorry .. and leave here with no comment :)
ENJOY :D and Looking Forward to my next English post :) 

茫然

觉得自己很茫然
完全不知道自己要做些什么

是不是应该规划一下生活
好好为将来做打算

我不想再后悔多一次
后悔的感觉很难受
我比谁都清楚

加油!! ♥

Holiday ♥

Time is flying 

My holiday is seems to be gone :(

I spend my holiday with my family,friends and facebook lol

I went for a movie with my friends in Segamat.

<Men in Black III> 

It's cool but i think it's not my cup of tea lol

i hope it can be more thrilling and make me breathtaking lol

But it's okay , the movie add on a touching scene in the end .  

I'm always affected easily by a movie,drama or somethings

i think it's so ridiculous lol

so when i watch a touching scene,my tears can drop easily

and my sister will give me a troll face and laugh at me ==

After watching movie,we went for KARAOKE 

my FAVOURITE moment !!!!!

TEEHEEEEE :D

I LOVE SINGING WITH MY FRIENDS as some of my friends are 2NE1's fans :)

then we can sing together and i could escape from singing all the parts of their song by MYSELF , it is extremely tired for me == 

4 ppl one song VS 1 person 1 song lol

u can see the differences 

WE had a lot of fun there and i'm always potray the most craziestt character among them  lol

many ppl even my friends were chocked by my CRAZY personality

On my face , you can't find a word[CRAZY] 

the word is so weird for me , it doesn't match me XDD

a person who does not really really grasp me ,they think i'm  quiet  lol
hey don't tricked by my face XD
"Don't judge a book by its cover" 
it seems very suitable to describe me XD


Before we went for sing K , we had our lunch at KFC 
I don't know why KFC makes me felt disgusted , i can't even eat more  
it's extremely oily and you know it's very “腻”
and you will feel thirsty after had it ...
I think McDonald is better , sorry KFC , i love you too but i prefer burger 


Then you know , our K package is for 3 hours 
When we arrived K box , it's almost 3:00 pm 
But we had to chased the bus before 5 pm 
Finally, we decided to go back with taxi  lol
I think taxi is so expensive , from segamat to jementah , RM30 per car 
I don't know before , == but nvm , nothing bigger than HAPPY


During the holiday , I also had a korean Meal with my family in Melaka !!
Very delicious !! 
especially the Korean Barbecue , omg ♥
I really satisfied with the restaurant's environment !!
The next post may be i will post some photo I took during the holiday :)


Now,i would like to promote somethings XD
www.chuckei.com 
CHUCKEI BABY JANE 


Do you all know her ?
She is a pretty blogger from Malaysia :)
I love how the way she is :)


She is trendy and fashion 
I love her personality ! ♥

.....

I really love her outfits !!

Cool <3

Like her page and follow her on Instagram :)

Lastly , i wanna introduce 2NE1's CF song

<Be Mine>

Really nice <3
21 please comeback !!!! Hwaiting ♥

Bye Bye :)

I LOVE THEM !

你说参与Bersih 3.0 活动的人白痴 脑残 ?

我告诉你 ! 国家美好的未来都在他们的手上!!!
你觉得他们为了什么去那里静坐抗议?
你觉得他们为了什么去那里忍受催泪弹和水炮的攻击?
你觉得他们为了什么去那里受伤、搞到自己遍体鳞伤?

因为他们为了我们 ! 为了我们的下一代 !
你们到底明不明白 ?!

I love them !

孩子不坏 WE NOT NAUGHTY

昨天跟朋友去看了这部电影 。
果然跟预料中的好看。
很有教育性的一部电影。
有笑点 又很感动。


《小孩不笨》，《小孩不笨2》是陪着我们成长的电影。
大家一定也要多多支持《孩子不坏》哦 =）
真的值得一看 =）

NEW ♥

我的BLOG 又以全新的面貌出动啦 ^^
背景是BLACKJACK , 2NE1 的粉丝LOGO ^^
还有我把标题和歌也换了 :) 
ALL 21 ! ♥


她们是我最喜欢的韩国团体 ~~
有机会我一定不会错过她们的演唱会 ! 


(最近没什么事情可写 , 只是上来通知大家我的BLOG换新衣了 ^^)
BYE ♥

尝试

最近想尝试很多不同的东西
但是一切要等SPM过后再说

我现在越来越有上进心读书了 XD
因为我们朋友都在互相鼓励着彼此
有时会来个GROUP STUDY
蛮不错的 ^^
一半我也怕了 , 因为感觉这次的那三科科学会死惨惨 /~\
因为没早早做准备,当做是教训吧 /~\

回到正题 ,SPM过后,我想尝试外拍 ^^
任何的主题我都想试一试 ~~~
但是不要COSPLAY , 那种日本学生校服、女仆之类的, NO !因为感觉很A LOL XD

还有就是想尝试做FREELANCE MODEL , 为了拿经验 ^^ 一半是一天的薪水很高 XD
还有就是毕业过后反正闲着 , 我想当助教老师 , 教小朋友做功课 ^^
明年的元宵我也要去东禅寺 ! XD
听说到了元宵那里很热闹,而且街灯很美 /__\
我一定要去一次 , 今年因为读书没办法去 :(

要睡了 , 就这样吧 ^^(其实还有很多东西要写 :( .~~~~~~~)

《生命》::Just SHARE ♥

《生命》BY::杨宝贝YangBaoBei个人原创

http://yangbaobei1314.blogspot.com/2012/01/blog-post.html

 

独自站在学校的天台上，迎面而来的风，轻拂着我的发丝。

天空很灰暗，仿佛刚哭过不久。从高处望下去，走在潮湿街道上的人类就像蚂蚁一样渺小。

“如果我跳下去，这些人一定会被吓坏吧！嘻嘻。”我喃喃自语道。

听说，好人死后，灵魂会升上天堂；坏人则是下地狱，受尽煎熬。但那都只是“听说”，没有谁能够明白死后的感觉，因为他们都还活着，活人又岂能明白死人的感受？

死亡为何让人感到如此恐惧？因为我们无法知道自己死后会变成怎样。

而我，林小欢，今天决定自寻短见。

虽然我听说，人自杀，就会得到永不超生的下场，但我一点都不怕，因为，我真的不想活了！

我出生于一个贫穷的家庭。

在我六岁的那年，家里唯一的支柱——爸爸居然丢下我和体弱多病的妈妈，跟相识不到三个月的外遇跑路了。

这是我恶梦的开始。

后来，我升上了小学，班上的同学得知了我的身世，就会用异样的目光瞄着我看。大部分同学都不愿意跟我说话，当中有些人还集体排斥我。

而妈妈，则被迫到外工作，导致身子越来越弱，脾气越来越暴躁，心情不好就拿我来出气。

这样的生活虽然艰辛，但我不曾放弃自己的学业。

我深信“天无绝人之路”，只要我努力读书，经常考取好成绩，别人就会对我刮目相看。

我坚持着这样的想法，每天坚持不懈地努力读书，最后更凭着优异的成绩考上了全国最优秀的中学。

开学的第一天，我习惯性地选择坐在课室的角落，并不打算和任何人打交道。忽然，有个女孩对我伸出了一只手，还笑着对我说：“我们来当好朋友吧！”

她，美美，是个总爱把笑容挂在脸上的乖女孩，也是学校的模范生，为人十分友善。

她全身都散发出一股耀眼的光芒，跟她走在一起，我不禁感到自卑。

然而，美美待我如亲人。她知道我家境贫穷，于是常常请我吃便当。她知道我数学很差，所以放学后总是留在课室教我做数学题。

多亏她的教导，我的学业进步神速，甚至超越了她。

我以为这将会是我人生中的转折点，我的前途从此就是一片光明。我衷心把美美当作是我这辈子最要好的朋友。

但很多时候，人类都会被自己所喜爱的事物欺骗。

中五联考第一天，有人陷害我，故意把一张小抄贴在我的铅笔盒内，导致老师误会我要作弊，而取消了我的考试资格。

事后，我感到很沮丧，独自躲在课室角落低声抽泣。

到底是谁陷害我呢？我自认不曾做过任何伤天害理的事情，为什么天要如此对待我？

就在这种时候，美美面带微笑地走近我的身旁，还把手搭在我的肩膀。我原以为她打算要安慰我，岂料她竟然在我耳边轻轻地吐出了一句话：“小欢，你真愚蠢，就是因为你这么单纯，所以才会被我陷害了还浑然不知。”

我万万没想到，陷害我的人，居然是我最要好的朋友。

事情发展到这种地步，妈妈居然不愿相信我是清白的。

“我对你深感失望，原来你多年来的好成绩，都是靠作弊得来的。”

“妈妈，这不是真的，我是被人陷害的！”

“那你说，你是被谁陷害的？”

“是美美！是美美陷害我的！”

“你有证据吗？”

“我……”

如果我有证据的话，我也不必落得如此下场。“哑子吃黄莲，有苦说不出”的感觉，我终于深深体会到了。

所以，这一天，我选择了跳楼自杀，我能忍受一秒钟的痛苦，来证明自己一辈子的清白。

我轻轻闭上了双眼，只要我跳了下去，这一切都会被划上一个美好的句点。

“啪！”

直到坠地前的那一瞬间，我的脑海中忽然浮现出妈妈的脸。

妈妈，为何你不相信我？

眼泪随之冲出眼眶，但谁也看不见。我的人生，就这样结束了，虽然结局并不美好。

我这辈子，就是败在太容易相信别人了。如果还有下辈子，我一定会分清楚谁是好人，谁是坏人。

就在我以为自己早已去世了，有把清脆的声音忽然传来我的耳边：“小欢，为什么要轻生呢？”

我睁开双眼，发现自己身处于一片空白的异度空间：“我早已落得一无所有，何必活着丢人现眼？”

“你妈妈辛辛苦苦把你养大，你却如此轻易就放弃她所赋予你的生命。你不觉得，你和你的父亲一样自私吗？”

“你根本什么都不明白。”

“什么都不明白的人是你！我就让你亲眼看看现在你的妈妈哭得多伤心！”

眼前的空白，忽然化为一个荧幕，出现在荧幕上的是，妈妈哭丧着脸，紧紧地抱着一个身穿校服的女孩，大囔大叫着：“小欢，为何你这么傻！为什么要丢下妈妈一个人！”

妈妈哭得声音也沙哑了，但依然持续在哭着：“我的女儿！你一向来都很乖巧，无论你说什么，我都会相信你啊！为什么你要做傻事！”

看到这幕，我的眼泪不禁从脸上划了下来，顿时发觉自己是多么地冲动。

我真自私，只以为死亡能够让我脱离痛苦，但即使证明了自己的清白，却也会为妈妈带来无尽的伤痛。能够证明自己是清白的方法有许多，为什么我选择了最差劲的这条路？

“你后悔了吗？”不明声音问。

我悲伤地点点头，这一切都让我感到后悔莫及。

“如果我再给你一次机会，你能向我保证，你会好好珍惜生命吗？”

“我会。”

当我再一次睁开双眼时，我看见了妈妈久违的笑容。

“妈，对不起，我爱你。”

生命是可贵的，我们不该轻言放弃。

2012 ♥ + 学会尊重别人

3/1/2012
今天是假期的最后一天，明天我们又要开始回归校园生活。
我17岁了，又老了。：（
17岁，要面对的事情很多。当然包括超级重要的SPM。
我觉得17岁最重要的是成长。
再过一年，我们是即将踏入社会的人，有很多事情都必须学好。
所以说，17岁真的很关键。
朋友，让我们一起改变+成长吧！^^迎向这美好的一年。

23/1/2012 就是新年了，很开心也很期待：）又可以拿红包了，也可以扮美美\(^o^)/
大家也很期待吧：）
我的新年衣还没买完啦 ：（ 要赶紧扫货了 XD

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

在面子书看到一张令我很愤怒+失望的照片
我不打算SHARE了，因为想必很多人都知道了，现在面子书正在疯狂流传。
既然传得那么够力，我也没必要火上加油。
虽然我的部落格没多少人关注 /__\不过我还是不想分享。
我只想说说我的感想罢了。

Malaysia
是由最主要的三大种族组成。
Malay , Cina , India.
我们的国家一直在呼吁人民要团结，1 Malaysia 。
好，在他们呼吁这些之前，到底有没有发觉，我们国家的人民其实在无形中已经产生一种互相歧视的态度？
要团结，我觉得最重要的是尊重。
你要别人尊重你，你也要先尊重别人。
你要别人接受你，你也要先接受别人。
这些都很基本 。
事情的发生没有谁对谁错，只能说在一早我们付出的努力不够，导致今天这样的局面。

生长在这个国家 ，的确有很多不公平。
为什么？
因为我是华人，我是二等公民。
我们做什么，往往都很难被国家接纳，很难被接受。
奖学金，身为我国华人，我承认国家在这方面真的偏心。
要骂国家吗？
骂...？就算骂了有结果吗？我们都已经骂了这么久，有所改变吗？
你要我们团结，那你就要用什么方法来影响我们？
你连最基本的公正都做不到，我们怎么会团结？
我们所有人都想国家和平，但是，为什么有些人唯恐天下不乱，一直想要引起种族争议？
我真的不明白...

或许我们的国家真的存在着很多无形的问题，但是我真的希望我们大家可以一起努力，卸下心中对彼此的芥蒂，好好解决这个问题。
你要别人尊重你，就得先尊重别人。：）
PEACE ♥

五味陈杂的心情

我不知道我的心情是怎样
一下失望、一下生气、一下又开心、一下又失落@@

其实会这样也是有原因的
不要以为我Sot了/得忧郁症=O=

我失望

秘密

生气
是真的蛮生气的（︶︿︶）
我大概10月份这样，在面子书参加了一个比赛
就是那种在FB开个Page卖服饰类的小店办的比赛
比赛类似:
※我爱XX(那家店的名字)，因为······※
就叫我们写个原因，然后字数不超过多少这样。
得到最多人赞的就能获得奖品。
截止日期我记得是11月20多号（如果没记错的话）。
过后我去参加了，我还叫朋友帮我按赞。

大概过了一个月了吧，我也没把这件事放在心上。
直到前几天我从Camp回来，我想说进去那个专页里面看一看。
可是专页里面完全好像没把这个比赛当一回事，而是又多添了几个不同的比赛。
而且又没有公布是谁得奖了，因为已过截止日期。

然后我就留言在那里，本来我真的不是很在意的，可是那个专页的页主的态度真的令我很不爽咯。
请看我们的对话：
（我=粉红 她=紫色）

那时那个比赛是谁赢了？我也有参加@@

 什么比赛?

我爱XX（店的名字不方便透露）的

没有参加

有

很少人参加!~写错料

所以？我还特地叫别人帮我按赞

相片の比较容易

如果比赛取消你至少要通知 , 可是你完全没有消息 , 别人会认为比赛还存在的 !

将久了，你现在讲也未免太迟

可是这是你的责任 , 你应该要通知一下~就算很少人参加~你现在是推卸责任你知道吗? :)你的 【将久了，你现在讲也未免太迟】让我觉得不爽 :) 你不要让我把话讲得很难听~

我会改善的

:)

其实我从第二句就开始不高兴了，
你自己举办的比赛怎么可以不记得？
或许你真的很忙或者什么原因导致你不记得有这件事，毕竟过蛮久了。
可是这就表示你不是很重视这个比赛咯。

好，没关系。
接下来她说很少人参加。
这句更令我不高兴了，很少人参加不代表没有人参加。
既然很少人参加，那当初你可以Inbox给每一个参加了那个比赛的人说句不好意思比赛取消了之类的话。
因为你都说很少人了！
或者，你可以公布在你的专页说比赛取消了，因为某些原因。
就这么简单，难道你做不到吗？
你不重视不代表我不重视。
我还叫别人帮我按赞！

过后她说相片的比较容易。
什么叫做相片的比较容易？
既然你觉得举办什么照片按赞的比赛比较容易的话，那当初你干嘛还要举办那个嘛
（︶︿︶）

过后我直接说她：
如果比赛取消你至少要通知 , 可是你完全没有消息 , 别人会认为比赛还存在的 !

我觉得我说得没有错啊
当初你说得好好的，中间也什么都没通知，比赛还是成立的，比赛还是照常进行的。最后令我超火滚的是她说：
将久了，你现在讲也未免太迟

什么跟什么哦？= =
你觉得这是你做生意的态度吗？
这很基本的东西耶！
你这样子说好像是我错在先，是我没跟你讲有这一回事。
问题是，是你自己要举办的Wor，奖品那些是你自己说要送给留言最多赞的人wor。
你自己在做什么你自己应该很清楚啊！
你是那整个小店的负责人，而我是参加比赛的人，你应该尽到你自己的本分吧。
最重要的不是这个，而是你的态度。


或许你可以转换你的态度，跟我道个歉。
我就不会这样回复你了：
可是这是你的责任 , 你应该要通知一下~就算很少人参加~你现在是推卸责任你知道吗? :)你的 【将久了，你现在讲也未免太迟】让我觉得不爽 :) 你不要让我把话讲得很难听~

当下我真的不爽咯。
过后直到她回复说她会改善的，我也就算了吧。
再追究下去也不会有结果的。
最重要的是【知错能改，善莫大焉】XD

Next,
我开心O(∩_∩)O
因为我前几天才从新山的Camp回来啊^O^
真的很棒哦！>__<很好的体验！
也认识了一班很Nice的朋友。
希望我们明年能再见咯\(^o^)/~

和勋：对你的第一印象是，呃···你的名字很好听！XDD
我觉得其实你还蛮有想法的，也很搞笑。老实说，你很有潜质扮女生耶，超专业的XDD而且你也很厉害跳舞Wor XDD
你真的很Nice咯，我从来不骗人。XD你真的帮我们很多~/__\
你不是问我下次还会再去吗？我对你摇头，其实没有啦~我应该会再去XDD
我不是JB人 /__\不过我会尽量去的！！
最后当然是希望下次我们能再见咯！♥

嘉生：第一眼见到你，觉得你呆呆的XD 过后开始熟了，才知道你跟我是同年的：）你很关心所有的组员，算是蛮尽责的：）不过有一次我真的被你吓到了，就是我们要玩大型团康的时候，不知是谁惹到你，你就突然对他吼，我真的有蛮惊讶的咯/__\因为我觉得你没有脾气啊XD
最后当然是希望下次我们能再见咯！♥

JieMin：我忘了你的名怎样写啊 XD 没关系，我知道你不会介意的！XD
你很可爱咯♥我记得有一次你很好笑，我们要去学园竞技的时候，不是要过很多关卡咯。那种爬上爬下，辛苦到要死的=O=然后你就跟我说：“哟！我不想再去那里了咯！一直要人家爬上爬下哦，以为当兵Mehh？！”
哈哈，然后我就觉得很好笑 XDD 虽然不是很好笑，可是从你口中说出我还是觉得很好笑~XD
最后当然是希望下次我们能再见咯！♥

贝伊：你很小只哇( ⊙o⊙ ) ！记得要多吃一点啦 ♥不然我会很心疼的(Puii) XD 看你静静酱的，别人会以为你不会讲人，其实我想告诉他们，他们都错了 T__T
你竟然对我人身攻击 XD 我们全部都说苛倩的那个很丰满，然后苛倩就叫我们不要人身攻击，哪里知道你竟然指着我说：“你来看下她的！”
哇/__\你说我胸部小/___\这才叫做人身攻击啊 XDD
最后当然是希望下次我们能再见咯！♥

JIng Wen：我懒惰找你的名字，直接用拼音 XD
你啊！几Sampat一下！XD 一直扮蛇美人，然后还发出那种sampat声！真的是够~~~~想打你啊！XDD
你有时很罗嗦 XD一直念念念！你才几岁哦？要念等做妈妈才念啦！XD
然后Hor~没想到你那么爱你的家人^__^
听到你说你每次一回家就会跟你父母说“我爱你”。
哇！我真的不敢咯，因为我觉得很肉麻啊 @.@
虽然很重要，我知道我很不孝 XD最后当然是希望下次我们能再见咯！♥

Joey：Wasehhh ! 你是不是偶尔有吃兴奋剂的哦？XD 一下很High，一下又闷闷这样的/__\你也很好笑咯！每个人把吃不完的面都丢给嘉生吃，然后你也一直丢给他吃=O=过后看他好像吃不下这样的，“于心不忍”的你就帮他吃三条！XDD
有Booom到 ！然后你很喜欢说别人臭=O=
幸好我没被你说，不然我会很伤心的XD 以后不可以说别人臭咯，会伤到别人的心XD
尤其你一直说嘉生=O= XD最后当然是希望下次我们能再见咯！♥

其余的我下次再写^O^
有人催我 /__\
其他人Sorry ，我不是忘记你们！是真的要留到下次写了！T__T
因为很多啊~~~~

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P/s:我失落因为我生病 T__T