God bless me huh.

Finally i done my toefl test today.
Unfortunately,i can't do well in every parts :( well,especially listening.
I told you guys before,that listening part is the most hardest part to me.
But,since i thought i can catch what's the lecturer talking about after listening the audios at home a few times, I have confidence in this part.
But,what the fuck i still felt it's tough.
May be i'm not concentrate enough on listening part because  some audios take much times,approximately 2-3 minutes.
So,sigh.Really regret.I thought i can do it better.

Reading.Sigh again.I thought this is the most easiest part but what the hell i need to take at least 2-3 mins to answer a question???
The question are too hard and difficult enough to bring me to the hell.
The reading question need to think,think and think.
I really hate Toefl test time limit for each part.
For instance,the time limit for reading part is 60 min which mean 1 hour for totally 42 questions.
You may think it's enough for us to answer all the question,but i took much times on each question.
I can even done all the question and slept in the classroom when i sat for my secondary school's examination with this time limit.lol
But now i can't.Depressed and despaired.
Really,if the scores lower than i expected,i may register again for RE-TEST.
i will do MORE and ABUNDANT preparation for the next test.:(
I felt regretted now.
Hopefully the GOD OF LUCK is kind to me.May he/she brings the luck to me.lollll

Speaking.Actually i don't know what i am speaking about.lollll
But overall,i can at least answer all the questions within the time limit.
In fact,i think i looks silly and foolish when talk to the computer.lollll 
Till now,i could hardly remember what' s the content of my speaking..
Like what i mentioned above,the time limit was somehow annoyed. :X
U know that,for example,there's 6 parts in speaking and we went along all the speaking sections without break and rest.And we are in rush to answer all the questions. 
Like in some parts,the speaker asks you a question and they give you 15 secs to prepare,and 45 secs to speak.I don't think everyone's able to do useful preparation within 15 secs.
For me, i think speaking should be more freely.They should not set the time limited.I mean they can restrict the points we speak.For instance,they should ask a question and state that"Give your 3 opinions for this statement."I think this way is much better right??lollll

Writing,a lil rush but at least i can handle it easily.
But the detestable matter is when i tried to do correction on my first essay,which is integrated writing,the time limit reached.:XXXXX
what the heck???!!!arghhhhhh!!!!! i really wanna find some places or someone to vent my emotion!!!!
And my argumentative writing left ONE word to complete,but the fucking time limit spoiled the entire essay.
T___T

Okay,i know i can't just grumbled on the time limit.My own problems still exist.:(
Last minutes prepare,Over-confident,Think the test is  much more easier than i thought,what else???lolll
Sigh again.But at least i know my english standard is not as good as i expected.;((((
It's okay.If i get a chance to RE-TEST,I must try all my best and never let all this troubles happened.
Now what i can do is PRAY HARD.
Hope the GOD BLESS ME for getting a quite moderate results lolll
#SINCERELY#

Ignore my chubby face lollll

Lastly,today OOTD.

T-shirt TOKYO FOR US

BLACK-WHITE  painting leggings/long pant

metallic Rome's high-heel with square rivets

Okay that's all for today

May you all have a nice day.

                                                     

BLACKOUT

Very disappointed with the result of GE13
but still hold hope to CHANGE 

At first,as I watch the news on TV,i felt really despair since i saw the parliamentary seats of PR drop behind BN 
I felt like OH MY GOD how can such thing happened?  
Then i started followed the information on facebook 
My mood delighted again because of the good news on facebook 
The mostly information on facebook stated that PR got quite many votes in different areas
Emphasis is their votes keep ahead than BN
Then people started to console us about the media always report the parliamentary seats won by BN fisrt
Thus seriously i kept a big hope that the miracle of UBAH can really exist 
Then i wait,wait and wait but the reporter still don't want to report a real figure and the total results!
My parents think that BN may lose in this election thus they don't dare to report about the real fact
My opinion is BN abuse of power to do something dirty behind !Just for their victory 
Yes maybe you can say my thought is really childish and totally irrational but there's many facts showed on facebook,i don't know whether it's real or not but totally trusted and proved by people.
Really rage and made me post some sharp remarks on facebook
Sorry if that disturbing you but i just can't control myself 
i can't bear it anymore
 I don't want to see Malaysia became fallen 
My friends said i'm crazy with those politic issues 
But you can clearly seen that the governments used a lot of dirty tricks to win
How can you just do nothing to against those bastard and scum ? 
Just what i always say , may JUSTICE against them 

Still then i cheer up myself that still have hope 
I went up to bath and done all my stuffs , but after i went back in front the TV , i realized that PR still lag behind, okay nevermind still got chance
Then i waited patiently but came out the bad news , the parliamentary seats results getting worst 
i knew something went wrong because how can they took so long time to count the vote ?
Rumors started to spread whole the facebook
people started to give up included me
felt very sad and don't know what can i do to help our country.
Hopeless.

Last but not least,we lose.
Totally#unfair#dirty#
Don't want to blame the governments anymore.
And don't want to describe how they "won".
Very tired.Is that democratic died?
I don't know.But i knew majority haven't give up !!!
They believe that we can get back our country soon,with our great efforts.
Is that real?
I don't know.But i know that we,MALAYSIAN,at this moment,has united.

Thank you for those dirty people,you let us see the hope :)
Thank you for PR's leader too who has been dedicated and contributed to us.
We would not give up  :) let us see who's the one still persist in the end.  

And i want to mention that don't blame those who commented on the wall of PRESIDENT OBAMA.
yeap,they used the wrong-way to protect our country,but at least they try their best to defend our country.
They did no wrong.They deserved the respect from us.
Hey YOU , don't write such rubbish things to insult them.
DONT GIVE SHIT TO THEM ! #PISSED OFF#

Lastly,can you guys please spend 15 minutes to watch this?A very touching video.After u watch this,can you all please share to your family or friends?Because THIS JUST WHAT WE WANTED.
#PEACE#BERSIH#NO RACIST#I LOVE MALAYSIA#

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=153220361516161

 

Malaysian,Wake Up !

Before i started,i need to mention that i'm very glad that my previous post gained a quite good feedback from you guys.Thank you so much as i never expect this since i knew my blog has no visitors.lol 
Btw,a thousand thanks to who given me some useful suggestion and recommendation!!
I'm here also want to show my appreciation to those who encouraged me as well ! Really grateful :) 

Back to the topic,as we all know,tomorrow is the most important day to all the Malaysian,who are 21 years above as well.
It's your time to carry out your responsible as a Malaysian.
One vote make big differences and every votes in your hand related to your next generation.
I just want to say that,yes everyone has their own decision to vote whichever parti they support,but please don't bash other parti politic with some rude words.
On facebook,i saw that people came from both parti attacked each other with  bad words.
It's very obvious that some of them are totally racist.They talked about the races and religion.
I wonder why ? Okay maybe different races mostly have their own views and opinions, but i think that we are all citizens of Malaysia lived in a democratic country.Still,there are lots of people do not understand about this.
As Anwar said,Malay,Chinese and India,we are a big family!!
No one can destroy and spoil the peace and harmony in Malaysia.

Just knew that there's many  foreign workers were flooded the airport of Malaysia.
There are a lot of rumors about these  foreign workers who came from Bangladesh,India etc were brought in Malaysia by our prime minister.
I don't know whether it's real or not but there's many photos spread out whole the facebook.
The most weird thing that made me curious is how can a foreign workers got a valid IC but a real Malaysian that born in Malaysia can't have an IC?!
So what's you guys think about this?
BN ruling our country for almost 50 years above, but the problems of corruption  in our country getting worst.
And there are many reports show that Malaysia being in debt with a very large numbers!It's approximately above billions!How terrible and horrible it is.
People invoke and appeal the word " UBAH" have their reasons.
Just because Malaysia has to do a lot of improvement in the future!We cant allow and let our governments continue to abuse of power.
Malaysia is a beautiful country,we should protect it from those dirty corruption!
A lot of affairs that covered by the governments should be have an answer and real fact!
The most hateful and detestable matter is governments used a lot of tricks to win the vote :( 

What a pity! :(
I can't vote just because i only 18 
i really hope that if i could vote to help our country from all the troubles!

So,nevermind...at least i can help through my post...and also through my facebook
Thou' i'm not what popular blogger , or what people always said “红人”on facebook . lol 
but i know that i'm malaysian 
i can't sit there and just said :"ohh sorry i don't know about politic."
Yes,i'm that kind of person long time ago.But since i saw people began stand out bravely for their lovely country , their next generation,their better future,I believe we can CHANGE.

Please , take your responsible as a Malaysian to VOTE.
Think twice and vote wisely.
One vote really important and make big differences!
Please,think carefully and wisely for you next generation and also,me(i'm one of the master of next generation as well lol) okay?

I love Malaysia.Do you?

身为马来西亚的一份子,明天5/5就是大马最重要的大选日了
但我却不能做什么 只因为我未满21岁
非常难过 因为真的很想帮帮我们的国家
不过没关系 至少我能把这些讯息透过网络传播给大家知道
虽然我不是什么著名博格或网络红人,但我只想尽我小小的力让我国能有更好的未来。
请明智地投下你手中神圣的一票。




  

The ways to improve your English

English is our international language , thus it became important to us .
Whenever and wherever we are,people communicate with english 
No doubt that English play an important role in our daily life.

I just realize that my English has improved a lot recently.
I stated that because my mind can even went blank when i'm gonna writing or speaking english before this.
Yea, I can write english in  complete essay in my secondary school's test just because that i memorized it badly lol
My english getting worse after i went to my secondary school
It's actually not the fault of our teacher , to learn something , we must force ourself.
When i'm in primary school , i remembered that i had a good english teacher with full responsibility
She has a lil bit strict but we all love her just because she teached us a lot , and forced us a lot,too by giving us exercises and practices.
"Practices make perfect"
that's why our class can achieve a good result in UPSR in the ENGLISH subject.

English became more harder to us as we are going to secondary school
Add on no one can force us to put our effort in English 
So my english is getting poor

Back to the title,THE WAYS TO IMPROVE YOUR ENGLISH
Yeap, there are many ways to improve your english either in writing or speaking + listening
i think most of you could read in english as well
so i skipped the part of reading , because reading's based on yourself comprehension technique
Just wanna to mention that , my English is not so good 
But the inspiration that i write this post is because i felt why cant I share something to help people that really wanna to improve their english 
U can disprove my opinions but don't give a bad word , just leave here by speechless.

Okay, recently i have a Toefl IBT class for my further studies in oversea.
It's an English program lesson and i'm not gonna explain further
If you are interested in Toefl , you can search it on Google 
But i'm not encourage  that who want to learn english to have a class in Toefl.
For me , to those who want to study oversea especially U.S.A , u can attend the Toefl class or else which related.

The ways that i improve my English is :
 1)Try to write in English as you can 
   -Update your status in English, Comment in English, Blogging in English , Write your photo captions in English...ETC
Don't scare that people would tease you , or may be give a SH*T to you
A person who does not really walk out from his/her own frame can be described as a mouse ,cuz they are TIMID like a mouse 
At least u can learn something  when someone corrects you . Am I right? :X

2)Listen to English FM 
i'm just started recently , don't know how works is it , but i think u guys can just try 
Listen to the conversation between DJ and the guests , may be u can't catch so much on what they are saying , but i think if we just keep it on , we can at least get to know 4-5 words in a sentence with, for instance 15 words... As time goes by, we can totally catch the ball , i means that we can understand the whole sentence.<<< Just for my opinion,I'm being try ..But i believe that if we really concentrate and put more efforts here, our efforts paid.
For American accent , this is the most difficult part for me , just for listening , it makes me dizzy.
The English we are speaking and even listening in Malaysia is totally different from U.S
I listened to an audio of a lecturer who speak in American accent
I could hardly catch the meaning of what the lecturer said 
That's why I felt scared on my listening part in Toefl IBT .
For getting familiar with American accent , i suggest u guys to search the audio that Toefl class has used ,on Youtube.
There are many audio that can help you , but it's better to listen to it everyday .
Like this:

U can search the others on YOUTUBE .
Forgot to mention a main point , remember to TAKE NOTES when you are listening.
It's the most important step to improve your listening skills.

3)Involve yourself in a English environment
Like me , i forced to speak English in Toefl class .. T_T
I speak chinese everyday and when I met people that can't speak Chinese, u know that ..LOL I means the environment would FORCE or just the other word,HELP us to speak English , even we can speak English fluently in such situation , hahaha 
It's like a magic , TRULLY! If you are not intend to trust me from the beginning , it's okay 
But i can swear that actually we know how to speak English , I means speak english WELL 
Everyone who learnt English exactly has a lot of  sentence in English on their mind
But there's no chance to prove that they're know to SPEAK english
That's why i said involve yourself in a English environment, there's a place that all people are speaking English ,  that they cant even speak much words of Chinese lol 
Bring yourself there is better, no need to get your friends there cuz you will stay in your own frame.Then u can't learn anything.

Here's some tips for learning new words in English :
1)Read English novel or any reading materials in English which suitable to you (Means that when u read that book u could at least understand the contents)..May be u could hardly understand some words in the book , but don't need to check a dictionary , u may understand the words one day when you repeated to read the book a few times.
2)Read blog that are in English post 
That's why I love to read Chuckei's blog cuz i can learn a lot of words
http://www.chuckei.com/
P/S: u guys can also take on look on Tosh Zhang (Ah boys to men のsergeant Ong) facebook, U can go through his status,his English is damn good ~
 http://www.facebook.com/toshzhang?fref=ts
3)From the comments in YOUTUBE
The video that in Kpop or English Song attract a lot of youtubers that come from any country leave a comments there , and their comments was totally in English 
May be some are bad words lol but i personally know and learn a lot of words or vocab from there! 

That's all i can blog today , hope it really help u guys ..
Btw , those who disagree with me , just sorry .. and leave here with no comment :)
ENJOY :D and Looking Forward to my next English post :) 

茫然

觉得自己很茫然
完全不知道自己要做些什么

是不是应该规划一下生活
好好为将来做打算

我不想再后悔多一次
后悔的感觉很难受
我比谁都清楚

加油!! ♥

Holiday ♥

Time is flying 

My holiday is seems to be gone :(

I spend my holiday with my family,friends and facebook lol

I went for a movie with my friends in Segamat.

<Men in Black III> 

It's cool but i think it's not my cup of tea lol

i hope it can be more thrilling and make me breathtaking lol

But it's okay , the movie add on a touching scene in the end .  

I'm always affected easily by a movie,drama or somethings

i think it's so ridiculous lol

so when i watch a touching scene,my tears can drop easily

and my sister will give me a troll face and laugh at me ==

After watching movie,we went for KARAOKE 

my FAVOURITE moment !!!!!

TEEHEEEEE :D

I LOVE SINGING WITH MY FRIENDS as some of my friends are 2NE1's fans :)

then we can sing together and i could escape from singing all the parts of their song by MYSELF , it is extremely tired for me == 

4 ppl one song VS 1 person 1 song lol

u can see the differences 

WE had a lot of fun there and i'm always potray the most craziestt character among them  lol

many ppl even my friends were chocked by my CRAZY personality

On my face , you can't find a word[CRAZY] 

the word is so weird for me , it doesn't match me XDD

a person who does not really really grasp me ,they think i'm  quiet  lol
hey don't tricked by my face XD
"Don't judge a book by its cover" 
it seems very suitable to describe me XD


Before we went for sing K , we had our lunch at KFC 
I don't know why KFC makes me felt disgusted , i can't even eat more  
it's extremely oily and you know it's very “腻”
and you will feel thirsty after had it ...
I think McDonald is better , sorry KFC , i love you too but i prefer burger 


Then you know , our K package is for 3 hours 
When we arrived K box , it's almost 3:00 pm 
But we had to chased the bus before 5 pm 
Finally, we decided to go back with taxi  lol
I think taxi is so expensive , from segamat to jementah , RM30 per car 
I don't know before , == but nvm , nothing bigger than HAPPY


During the holiday , I also had a korean Meal with my family in Melaka !!
Very delicious !! 
especially the Korean Barbecue , omg ♥
I really satisfied with the restaurant's environment !!
The next post may be i will post some photo I took during the holiday :)


Now,i would like to promote somethings XD
www.chuckei.com 
CHUCKEI BABY JANE 


Do you all know her ?
She is a pretty blogger from Malaysia :)
I love how the way she is :)


She is trendy and fashion 
I love her personality ! ♥

.....

I really love her outfits !!

Cool <3

Like her page and follow her on Instagram :)

Lastly , i wanna introduce 2NE1's CF song

<Be Mine>

Really nice <3
21 please comeback !!!! Hwaiting ♥

Bye Bye :)

I LOVE THEM !

你说参与Bersih 3.0 活动的人白痴 脑残 ?

我告诉你 ! 国家美好的未来都在他们的手上!!!
你觉得他们为了什么去那里静坐抗议?
你觉得他们为了什么去那里忍受催泪弹和水炮的攻击?
你觉得他们为了什么去那里受伤、搞到自己遍体鳞伤?

因为他们为了我们 ! 为了我们的下一代 !
你们到底明不明白 ?!

I love them !